I wanna sleep, sleep, sleep. I don`t wanna wake up. This desire doesn`t abandon me. How is it turned out so, that I lost the interest absolutely to everything around?..
I can`t explain why but I hate that environment in which I live. All these people, houses, shops annoy me so much. I don`t like that way of life which almost each person conducts in Russia. I feel the pain, the disappointment and something what tears me to pieces inside. I don`t understand what is it, really. All this makes me wanna die or disappear. I feel so lonely like a grain of sand in the desert; like a drop in the Pacific Ocean; like a star in the sky. So many people around me but I am alone. Only I can understand my thoughts and my experiences.
I have some friends who feel lonely too. If I could glance in their heads, maybe I would save them. And who will save me? Sometimes I think that this world will crush me soon. People spend too much time looking for more, instead of appreciating what they already have. Probably I am such too and it is not good. But my life doesn`t stand on one place. Unrealizable dreams affict and break me. I don`t know where I am going with this.
Loneliness is the most awful feeling in the world. I don`t wish anybody to feel it. I go down the street but nobody looks at me. My problems aren`t interesting to anybody. If I`ll die tomorrow, who`ll be upset? I even don`t have a family.
I can`t explain why but I hate that environment in which I live. All these people, houses, shops annoy me so much. I don`t like that way of life which almost each person conducts in Russia. I feel the pain, the disappointment and something what tears me to pieces inside. I don`t understand what is it, really. All this makes me wanna die or disappear. I feel so lonely like a grain of sand in the desert; like a drop in the Pacific Ocean; like a star in the sky. So many people around me but I am alone. Only I can understand my thoughts and my experiences.
I have some friends who feel lonely too. If I could glance in their heads, maybe I would save them. And who will save me? Sometimes I think that this world will crush me soon. People spend too much time looking for more, instead of appreciating what they already have. Probably I am such too and it is not good. But my life doesn`t stand on one place. Unrealizable dreams affict and break me. I don`t know where I am going with this.
Loneliness is the most awful feeling in the world. I don`t wish anybody to feel it. I go down the street but nobody looks at me. My problems aren`t interesting to anybody. If I`ll die tomorrow, who`ll be upset? I even don`t have a family.
We are all lonely and all we want is for someone to pay attention and tell us we`re beautiful. It saves. Only one person can save you. Strange, huh? Strange but so amazing.
I hate that feeling.
That feeling when you are sad but you have no idea why.
You feel so fucking empty, but nothing in particular happened.
They ask you what`s wrong, but you can`t explain. Or they don`t even ask anything; I don`t know which one is worse. It just feels like I miss someone I never met. Like I need someone who doesn`t need me. The loneliness hovers over me; takes control over me. I don`t even care.
I isolate myself on purpose. Sadness becomes my best and only friend. I start hating myself and I want everybody to leave me alone. At the same time, I want someone to hug me and to tell me things will be okay.
I simply HATE that feeling. That feeling when you don`t even know what the fuck you`re feeling.
I wish my feelings had a delete button...
That feeling when you are sad but you have no idea why.
You feel so fucking empty, but nothing in particular happened.
They ask you what`s wrong, but you can`t explain. Or they don`t even ask anything; I don`t know which one is worse. It just feels like I miss someone I never met. Like I need someone who doesn`t need me. The loneliness hovers over me; takes control over me. I don`t even care.
I isolate myself on purpose. Sadness becomes my best and only friend. I start hating myself and I want everybody to leave me alone. At the same time, I want someone to hug me and to tell me things will be okay.
I simply HATE that feeling. That feeling when you don`t even know what the fuck you`re feeling.
I wish my feelings had a delete button...
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