Expensive soul and cheap appearance.

Few days ago I heard a phrase from man near the store: "It is a big difference: to walk husky or just a dog without breed."

Good that we are not dogs, right? We hope someone will love us for our soul. Well, no...we don`t hope, we demand a love only for soul. Because appearance is superficial and always is very fake.

Would be great to buy friends at exhibitions, right? Choose them for the length of legs or for the color of eyes...You, human, would also stand on the show-window like a product. And you wouldn`t understand: why doesn`t nobody buy me? I am so good! And people would answer: sorry, but the color of your hair is very simple, and your eyes are grey, and legs are crooked...you are not fit to friends.

Appearance attracts us and dog without breed is a good example. He has a kemp, not a very beautiful lear...but he is the most faithful creature in the world. This dog doesn`t know about "beautiful husky". He loves you, human.

But euthanize or even poison such dog is not sad. This dog is cheap. Oh no, this dog is even free. Unpaid grey dog without any breed.

And now look in the mirror, cheap human, and, making conclusions that you couldn`t be a winner in contests of beauty and talent say thank you to people who love you. For your soul, like you want.

Search.

You can move infinitely. New countries, new cities, new people. You can arrive, catch new moments, meet new sensations, feel new emotions, saturate yourself with these emotions and go further.

But we are limited by the size of our planet in any case. To go beyond it is impossible. Only few people can do it but not everyone. Even if you`ll visit each country on the earth- what will be then?

Pictures change. Something new is coming into your life more often than earlier. You already traveled by cars, by bike, even on foot; you already spent all night on the beach; you already were lost in the woods; you already walked in misty fields and through the bustling streets of New York; you already drank a coffee in Paris, you`ve been on volcano and swam in the ocean; you have experienced a terrible fear and euphoria; saw the death; fell in love and out of love, fell in love again and felt many incredible things, but...

What will be then?

You tell everyone who you are, from what country you are from and what you like more. Where is the diversity?

And after visiting 10 countries, you will want to visit 20. We are never satisfied.

After jumping with bungee you will want to jump with parachute. After making one tattoo you will want to make two or even more. The dose of consumption should be always increase. This is a feature of the human body. People get used to everything and always demand more.

"I don`t want to leave this heaven"- I hear these words on spanish beach. And I think: people are so funny. Someone lives in this heaven and doesn`t appreciate it absolutely. Many people dream to visit Maldives and inhabitants of those islands don`t see anything unique there. They want to visit Germany, India, USA and finally see something new from the window. Not a boundless blue ocean near which they spent all life.

Someone works the whole year that to come in this heaven for few weeks. This person will wish to stay there more days.

This search of perfect place/perfect person/perfect life won`t let you stop. Every time you hope that this place doesn`t have minuses and this person will never betray you.

At some point you`ll be tired of different pictures that are running past you. At some point you will lose your desire to go somewhere. At some point you will find that nothing can fill a black whole inside you. And then you turn around...and cannot understand what you gotta find.

It is necessary to learn how to look at everything like you see/feel/do it at first time. I remember I lived in another house and couldn`t notice during 3 weeks that there was a new shop nearby. Sometimes we don`t notice something even more important.

It is necessary to appreciate. And learn how to do it.

It is necessary to be grateful. Magical practice. Sincere gratitude gives you a lot of energy. And after this you notice different thoughts inside your head, not like "what can I take from new place?" but "what can I give to new place?"

We should find incredible things in usual days.
We should look at person and see something new in him every single day.
Live near the ocean and continue to enjoy the waves, not just see them.
Live near the forest and continue to enjoy a birdsong, not just hear it.

Otherwise you can move during all your life and look for something unclear infinitely.
And never find it because everything what you need you have inside yourself.