REFLECTIONS

This blog was created for my reflections because people in real life don`t care.
Sometimes I regret that I wasn`t born a fiddleheaded idiot who have only problems about the latest model of iPhone, the last brand of fashionable clothes and something like that. I always care about the sence of life. I don`t know whom I`ll be later...in 10 years, in 20 years. Whom will I be? Where will I live? How will I live? These questions don`t leave me alone. I absolutely don`t wanna live like my mom does. I don`t wanna live as the majority of people lives. I want to bring something great in this world. I want to be special.

dreaming, dreaming of a girl like me,
hey what are you waiting for-feeding, feeding me.
I feel like I`m disappearing-getting smaller every day
but I look in the mirror- I`m bigger in every way.
I think I took too many soothing medicines today. Where is it possible to buy cure from love? When we love too much, any problem can wound us.

I am watching a movie "The end of love". About father and son. They remained together after the wife and mother died. I watch and cry. I can`t imagine what would happen with me if my loved one died. The man from movie has a support-his son. The boy is similar on his mom therefore his father can remember her always.

I think I can`t be crying anymore. I want to see my boy right now. My heart doesn't maintain this madness. I am too impressionable and I think too much.